What are you doing to grow in these areas of your "one wild and precious life"? No matter what your age is today, you are becoming, and I don't just mean you are beautiful. (You are...)
(as of this writing, this piece is available as an original, and as a print here)
What I mean is, "it doth not yet appear what we shall be..." (I John 3:2)
I speak Scripture like some people speak country music, I know. That is who I am, and I will let you deal with that however you need to deal with that. It will never change, I can tell you for certain. I eat, sleep, and breathe the word of God. I sort of live by it like I live by (small quantities of) bread.
I want to support you in your becoming...that's all. Anything I can do, within reason, I want you to feel valued and precious, even if you are changing and growing, and have no idea what to do with your middle-time of life.
Just for today, let's live by this alone:
Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is no work...in the grave. (Ecclesiastes 9:10)
In a way, we are all in the middle. Every single one of us lives in this "time between times", after God created this universe, and before we return to the dust from which we were made.
This is it. Life has no do-over. Whatever your hand finds to do today, be fully present to it. Even if it isn't quite your life's work...if it isn't quite "your crack"...do it with all your heart anyhow, and I promise you will still find joy in it.
In the meantime...in the middle-time...we are all still becoming.